On the Rebecca issue:
All was fine and well on Sunday, until Allen walked by. Allen is my ex. Techincally. We only went out for three days because he liked me alotalot, and I decided to give him a chance. But I didn't like him at all. It just didn't work out. He still likes me, so I feel extremely bad /:
But when Allen walked by on Sunday, Rebecca yells-yes yells-at the top of her lungs:
"HEY SHEA, LOOK! IT'S YOUR LOVER!"
The entire room went silent. I didn't know what to say. I'm sure most people took that the wrong way thinking it meant that I like him. But she was being mean and making fun of him liking me. She thought she was being funny and clever. But it pissed me off.
Apparently Allen took it the wrong way, too. He called me three times that day. I probably should have answered, but I didn't feel like talking. I didn't snap at Rebecca like I thought I would. I was leaving when she yelled it, and we were in a room full of people. But I'll be seeing her tonight. I'm not really sure what I'm going to say to her.
In other news:
My CRCT is this week. So far I've had reading/language arts, that was all a breeze. But today is math :S Wish me luck.
I also have a concert tomorrow to which I am SUPER excited for :D It's the Fall Out Boy Tour part two. I went to part one last November. Metro Station, Cobra Starship, Hey Monday, and All Time Low will be there. I'm going with Malia. CAN'T WAIT<33
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
This FriendShip May Sink
Derek was at confirmation last night. He actually wasn't going to show up, as Rebecca told me, infront of everyone (on purpose):
"HEY SHEA, YOUR LOVER'S NOT GOING TO BE HERE TONIGHT, HE HAS A SOCCER GAME!"
She had actually gotten better about not being so annoying about her and Derek's close friendship. But lately, everytime I tell her about a cute text he's sent me, or how excited I am to see him, all I get back is her bragging about how 'he sings Fall For You with me all the time' and 'we share the same cup, and he never does that with you.' JUST SHUT IT. I really don't care about that. It's like I can't even vent to her about boy problems any more like NORMAL FRIENDS.
I know that us both liking Derek puts us in an akward place, but she's gone too far. Every single thing I tell her about him, she has to compare it to her conversations with him. She makes it seem like ten times better than mine. And it's literally EVERY SINGLE DAY. I really would like to yell at her. But when the moment comes, I just can't. I don't feel like ruining our friendship over a guy. But whenever I think about it, it's technically her doing all of the damage.
It's not like I can just keep my mouth shut about him. I want us to have a normal friendship. I want to be able to come to her about boy problems. But next time she starts bragging, I seriously will snap. I get it. They're very close friends. They have a closer relashionship than me. Of course I'm naturally a little jealous. But does a true friend really rub that in your face? No. They don't. So I've got a big decision to make. And I really don't want to make one.
Why does everything have to be so complicated?
"HEY SHEA, YOUR LOVER'S NOT GOING TO BE HERE TONIGHT, HE HAS A SOCCER GAME!"
She had actually gotten better about not being so annoying about her and Derek's close friendship. But lately, everytime I tell her about a cute text he's sent me, or how excited I am to see him, all I get back is her bragging about how 'he sings Fall For You with me all the time' and 'we share the same cup, and he never does that with you.' JUST SHUT IT. I really don't care about that. It's like I can't even vent to her about boy problems any more like NORMAL FRIENDS.
I know that us both liking Derek puts us in an akward place, but she's gone too far. Every single thing I tell her about him, she has to compare it to her conversations with him. She makes it seem like ten times better than mine. And it's literally EVERY SINGLE DAY. I really would like to yell at her. But when the moment comes, I just can't. I don't feel like ruining our friendship over a guy. But whenever I think about it, it's technically her doing all of the damage.
It's not like I can just keep my mouth shut about him. I want us to have a normal friendship. I want to be able to come to her about boy problems. But next time she starts bragging, I seriously will snap. I get it. They're very close friends. They have a closer relashionship than me. Of course I'm naturally a little jealous. But does a true friend really rub that in your face? No. They don't. So I've got a big decision to make. And I really don't want to make one.
Why does everything have to be so complicated?
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
CRCT
I'm a nervous wreck this week. Because the date for my CRCT testing is creeping up ever so slowly. Oh, wait. It's next week.
CRCT is a huge test at the end of the year that determines if you go on to the next grade or not. I honestly think it's a very stupid idea. We spend our entire school year learning critrea ESPECIALLY for this test. And usually the material learned is nothing important.
I am an extreme fail at math, and I am pretty much certain I will fail the math portion of the test. And if you fail math, you don't pass. So I am freaking out. I get this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach everytime I think of the test.
Next week is not something I look forward to. I will be in a very crabby, depressing mood until I get my results back in May...great.
Excuse me while I stick my head into a blender.
CRCT is a huge test at the end of the year that determines if you go on to the next grade or not. I honestly think it's a very stupid idea. We spend our entire school year learning critrea ESPECIALLY for this test. And usually the material learned is nothing important.
I am an extreme fail at math, and I am pretty much certain I will fail the math portion of the test. And if you fail math, you don't pass. So I am freaking out. I get this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach everytime I think of the test.
Next week is not something I look forward to. I will be in a very crabby, depressing mood until I get my results back in May...great.
Excuse me while I stick my head into a blender.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Happy Go Lucky
SPRING BREAK '09 BBY.
We left for Florida Friday afternoon. And arrived at my cousin's house latelate. I don't even remember the time. But everyone else was asleep. We went to the beach, and went canoeing, and went to the pool, and just in general hung out. I ran around with my 7 younger, crazy, rambuncious cousins. It was all in all a very fun, yet tiring trip. Thank goodness my dad's company DID NOT go on strike. I was extremely relieved.
I got home yesterday, went straight up the stairs and took a shower. I was filthy. With 13 people cramped in one house, I only had a chance so take so many showers. One, to be exact. So today was a very relaxing, restful day. Even though I just got back home, I was invited by my friend Courtney to go up to her mountain house with her tomorrow through Saturday. I'm pretty much terrified of heights, so I'm kind of scared. But I'm excited also.
Despite it being SPRING, and the weather has been normal SPRING weather, it is super cold today. >:O But other than that I'm pretty happy and mellow, and it's been a good spring break. [:
My (adorable) youngest cousin, Riley, and I. We went out to eat on our last day in Florida, so we matched jackets ;D
More pictures soon!!! I'm too lazy to upload and resize all my other GIGANTIC pictures.
We left for Florida Friday afternoon. And arrived at my cousin's house latelate. I don't even remember the time. But everyone else was asleep. We went to the beach, and went canoeing, and went to the pool, and just in general hung out. I ran around with my 7 younger, crazy, rambuncious cousins. It was all in all a very fun, yet tiring trip. Thank goodness my dad's company DID NOT go on strike. I was extremely relieved.
I got home yesterday, went straight up the stairs and took a shower. I was filthy. With 13 people cramped in one house, I only had a chance so take so many showers. One, to be exact. So today was a very relaxing, restful day. Even though I just got back home, I was invited by my friend Courtney to go up to her mountain house with her tomorrow through Saturday. I'm pretty much terrified of heights, so I'm kind of scared. But I'm excited also.
Despite it being SPRING, and the weather has been normal SPRING weather, it is super cold today. >:O But other than that I'm pretty happy and mellow, and it's been a good spring break. [:
My (adorable) youngest cousin, Riley, and I. We went out to eat on our last day in Florida, so we matched jackets ;D
More pictures soon!!! I'm too lazy to upload and resize all my other GIGANTIC pictures.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Die AT&T, Die!
I am very sorry for not updating lately. Nothing extremely exciting has been going on in my life, these days. I went to a birthday party on Saturday. It was a mall scavenger hunt. That was fun. My cousins from Florida visited over the weekend so I spent a weekend with them aswell....umm, the only, really, news worthy story is that my spring break is potentially ruined, and my dad may have to go out to Oklahoma for 3-4 months. Splendid. So I guess since I'm on a writer's block, and this is the only thing I can seem to come up with, I'll tell you about how pissed off I am at AT&T (Yes this has to do with my sprink break, and my dad leaving).
My dad works for what is now AT&T, but it used to be Bellsouth. It was bought over last year. No one's really happy about that. Bellsouth was by far a better company. And I belive (I may not have this story entirely straight, it's pretty confusing.) that part of the union from Bellsouth isn't very happy about the change either, so they've decided they are going to threaten to go on strike. The union, are the people who do the dirty work. Like climbing up on top of roofs, or into small corners and putting up sattelites, or T.V's in people homes (Bless those people). My father, however, is in the security management part of the company. This is like, wearing-nice-suits-and-going-into-the-office-downtown-to-sit-in-a-cubicle-and-go-to-meetings-all-day, kindof job.
But since the union may go on strike, AT&T had this brilliant idea to take all of these managment security people (who I may remind you have absolutely no experience putting up T.V'S ect.) and train them to do the union's work, incase of a strike. I mean, come on, they could have atleast chosen a more experienced group. So the union had a contract with AT&T, they had to wait three months to decide to go on strike or not. The contract ends this Saturday. And my dad is saying, that if they do what they usually always do, they're going to wait until the last minute to decide. We were planning on leaving Friday for Florida. My ad wasn't going to be able to go anyways, so he would keep the dog for us. But now, our spring break, and my dad, are at the mercy of this stupid union.
If they decide to go on strike, my dad has to go out to Oklahoma for 3-4 months at the least, depending on how long the union stays on strike. Which means no one to take care of the dog while we're in Florida, which means no Florida, which means no spring break. The no spring break thing I can live with. I'll be bummed, but I'll deal. But my dad being gone for that extensive of an amount of time, I will have trouble coping with. He'll be gone. That's it. We don't know when we'll see him again. It could be the next day, it could be next year. And this is for a job, I may remind you. So if he does even get to visit at all, it won't be very often. I'm seriously crying just thinking about it. I really want to stab whoever thought of this idea, right now. I really want my dad to stay.
My dad works for what is now AT&T, but it used to be Bellsouth. It was bought over last year. No one's really happy about that. Bellsouth was by far a better company. And I belive (I may not have this story entirely straight, it's pretty confusing.) that part of the union from Bellsouth isn't very happy about the change either, so they've decided they are going to threaten to go on strike. The union, are the people who do the dirty work. Like climbing up on top of roofs, or into small corners and putting up sattelites, or T.V's in people homes (Bless those people). My father, however, is in the security management part of the company. This is like, wearing-nice-suits-and-going-into-the-office-downtown-to-sit-in-a-cubicle-and-go-to-meetings-all-day, kindof job.
But since the union may go on strike, AT&T had this brilliant idea to take all of these managment security people (who I may remind you have absolutely no experience putting up T.V'S ect.) and train them to do the union's work, incase of a strike. I mean, come on, they could have atleast chosen a more experienced group. So the union had a contract with AT&T, they had to wait three months to decide to go on strike or not. The contract ends this Saturday. And my dad is saying, that if they do what they usually always do, they're going to wait until the last minute to decide. We were planning on leaving Friday for Florida. My ad wasn't going to be able to go anyways, so he would keep the dog for us. But now, our spring break, and my dad, are at the mercy of this stupid union.
If they decide to go on strike, my dad has to go out to Oklahoma for 3-4 months at the least, depending on how long the union stays on strike. Which means no one to take care of the dog while we're in Florida, which means no Florida, which means no spring break. The no spring break thing I can live with. I'll be bummed, but I'll deal. But my dad being gone for that extensive of an amount of time, I will have trouble coping with. He'll be gone. That's it. We don't know when we'll see him again. It could be the next day, it could be next year. And this is for a job, I may remind you. So if he does even get to visit at all, it won't be very often. I'm seriously crying just thinking about it. I really want to stab whoever thought of this idea, right now. I really want my dad to stay.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Parrtayyy
So I was right, I did have a suprise party ;) There were alot of people there that I wasn't expecting though, and that was nice. It was apparently all Rebecca's idea. I went to the same kareoke place that she went to for her birthday :P That I actually went to for my 12 birthday three years ago now, I think. It was super fun :D My friends Brittany and Adreana spent the night. Malia and Darion would have spent the night, except for they had the Twilight DVD Release party ): (I pre-ordered mine three months ago, and still haven't gotten it yet >.> Ragerage.)
Pretty much all of my presents had Hello Kitty on it. And for that, I am eternaly greatful. I'm obbsesed with her xD I got a Hello Kitty lotion dispenser (LOVE IT), a Hello Kitty shirt. A Hello Kitty birthday crown :P Hello Kitty candy. Hello Kitty cards, Hello Kitty stickers..HELLOKITTTYYYEVERYTHING. o:
Anywho, sorry I hadn't posted for a while. I haven't really had the time.
Shea-out ;)
Pretty much all of my presents had Hello Kitty on it. And for that, I am eternaly greatful. I'm obbsesed with her xD I got a Hello Kitty lotion dispenser (LOVE IT), a Hello Kitty shirt. A Hello Kitty birthday crown :P Hello Kitty candy. Hello Kitty cards, Hello Kitty stickers..HELLOKITTTYYYEVERYTHING. o:
Anywho, sorry I hadn't posted for a while. I haven't really had the time.
Shea-out ;)
Friday, March 20, 2009
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